My mom died exactly 30 days after she started hospice. Slowly your organs shut down, and you die. Hospice will take away all your medications she was on 15 they don't give you water hardly future you can't function can't talk can't smile you can't hug can't say I love you, you can't do nothing. Hospice is a horrible thing for people who don't need it like my mom. I didn't call my mom for over a week or even go see her when I was going to see her everyday. the doctors were basically saying yes we're helping kill your mother and there's nothing you can do about it I got very angry I walked out. well approximately two weeks before she did pass we had a meeting with her myself administrators of the hospital and her doctor I recorded the whole thing. I was very angry that she wanted hospice because it's basically suicide assisted suicide and there was nothing I could do about it my mom wanted to die. I took care of my mother for 3 years before all this happened. What this song means to me ever since the very first time I heard it when my mom was in skilled nursing facility she had been put on hospice. I absolutely love Shinedown, they are one of my FAVORITE bands, and this is one of my favorite songs by them!! Thank you for viewing my interpretation, and keep loving Sninedown!! After the chorus there's "I'll always keep you inside, you've healed my heart and my life, and you know I try," he is telling her that he will never forget her, and that she has healed him from the past, and he will still try to change himself for her. "Maybe that's the way it should be, you know I live my life like a gypsy," he feels that this is the right and the only life for him, the life of a gypsy. "I've kept my whole life in a suitcase, never really stayed in one place." he is basically saying that he is a drifter, everything that he owns fits in a suitcase. "I had to make a choice that was not mine, I had to say goodbye for the last time," He is breaking up for her and telling her goodbye for the very last time. "I finally put it all together, that nothing really lasts forever," he knows why he cant stay, and the relationship wasn't meant to last. "It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way," he is telling her that is all he has to say, so he is leaving now. "Call me your favorite," she can call him her favorite lover, "Call me the worst," she can call him the worst thing that ever happened to him, "Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt," she can break up with him, and he'll be fine, because he doesn't want her to hurt. "Call me a sinner," she could tell him his life is a sin, "Call me a saint," she could tell him that by leaving her, he saved her, "Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same," she can break up with him, but he'll still love her, always. God knows I tried," he has told her and tried so many times to change his ways, but, never mind, he can't do it. "I've said it so many times, I would change my ways no, never mind. "I've lost my whole life and a dear friend," he made her his whole life, she was everything to him, including a friend, and his ways made her lost to him. "I left the spare key on the table, never really thought I'd be able to say I'd merely visit on the weekend," he is not coming back, except for on weekends, because his gypsy life calls to him. "Maybe that's the way I should go, straight into the mouth of the unknown," he feels that leaving her is right, however, he doesn't know what will happen next. "Send me on my way still smiling," she is breaking up with him, but he is happy that she won't be hurting anymore. "Wrap me in a bolt of lightning,"- he is shocked about how hard it is to be with the girl, and how hard it is for her, that they may as well wrap him in a bolt of lightning.
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